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Saturday 7 August 2021

Holding on my Head - Meenakshi Choudhary

I am holding on to my head
Mountain of expectations
Walking on the path of my life
With boundaries of relations
My balloon of love was ruptured
By religion and culture
My life is pointless and boring
With nothing to nurture
The world is running
For the rain of the fame
For their own mistakes
They just want someone to blame
I just ignored them all
When I should have fought with them
But I wasn't knowing
They play this filthy game
Within no time
I was now left in shame
No one even bothered
To come and feel my pain
Now I am jobless
Waiting for a hopeful ring
What's left in me
Is just a confused being
This world to me
is like a roofless home in summers,
At nights I feel peaceful,
and whole day sun hammers
It has windows, walls doors
To divide me from others
Nothing we talk rather
Then just useless matters
With jealousy of others
my windows shatter
I don't have a lover,
so I don't care about the haters
I end my beer bottles
Till I burst my bladders
I sing all songs in blabbers
Coz for me, nothing matters.

Meenakshi Choudhary
Class - XII Science     
The Fabindia School